Sis is backkkk and sis has decided to take a break from social media for awhile — social media hiatus. (Ceh) albeit I’ll still be writing captions and posting pictures/reviews on my page, I wont be handling the account.
To all of sis frenz, I’m on WhatsApp so you can find me there. And to all o yall that cant contact me via WhatsApp, for any job queries or anything at all really, we can still keep in touch via email at email@example.com (old skool, sis knows) but its refreshing, i guess. And ill try to reply to you guys there as often as i can ❤️
Just need to get my mind straight and my priorities right before i dive back into this virtual world. Social media has had a very negative impact on my being and I hope with me being away from it for awhile, I get to spend this time learning to live and love myself without having to prove myself to anyone. Like actually have a good time with my friends and not feel like I NEED to record the whole process and put it up online so people can see what I’m doing and how much fun I’m having when in actual fact you just smilin and dancin for the camera and after 15secs youre back on your phones again. I want to practice having actual conversations and discussions with the people present instead of physically being with them but talking to someone else online (#theanxietyisreal)
And ofcourse, the likes and comments. It messes with you man. You see someone else having 30k over likes and you start questioning ur abilities, when deep down you know theyre just numbers. zeros and ones. It highlights the best of the best physical feats, the balling rockstar lifestyles, the funniest jokes. When in actual fact a vast majority of us are average people. And this need to be exceptional, more extreme or self-assured — so that we get noticed or so that we even matter to people — has taken a toll on me. No doubt the Internet has made it possible to easily attain information but it has also open-sourced insecurities and self-doubt. So sis is staying away🍃
Live your life the way you want to live it. #esahstillsings