Your mouth kept moving and my mind went dead, just stared at an old memory and you'll get lesson that The hardest part of ending is starting again.
No matter how much welcome you are, try to adapt and hide yourself too, c'mon man sometimes, not sometimes i just get used to my old i'm which i haven't to hide the real i'm, hide my mistakes and all badness and there's i can be the way I'm, doing what i want to do and just be myself with no worries. Yeah i hate endings, but it's so naive. If you start somethings you gonna have to finish it and let it be end. Yeah in this world, there's no immortal things, no one.
Keep somethings that you won't it gone, and let it go if you want it gone.