I think I am. This year have lost some people who I thought were friends. 2 cats (Shadow & Sparkle) died from a virus thats going around killing cats (Porvo or Parvo virus) another (Nile) in critical condition. Scar limping and swollen paw cos fought with another male cat bringing him to the vet in a while. Luckily my Sofi is well and pregnant AGAIN. And a thousand other more issues. Finding it harder to smile these days.