Over the moon with joy. I just wanna say I have nothing but love and appreciation for all the mothers in this word and am nothing short of excited to be one. I thank god everyday for this little gift he's given me. It's funny how you see yourself doing things in life in a certain way, and then when faced with the unexpected all of the ideas of who you thought you were and what you thought you'd do change. I always thought I'd be married and settled down before creating a new life but in light of the way this past year went (loosing my life's work, all of my past memories, all my equipment and tons of other battles I faced in 2016) it left me me in a really dark place, I see this as nothing less than the biggest blessing I've received in a very long time. I feel like a light is being brought to my life and even more giving me a chance to be a light and a role model for someone else. I trust in his timing and and never doubted my decision from the moment I found out. Little girl (yessss it's a girl 😍💝😩🎀💕) you are so special to me already, I can't wait to meet you. Love mommy.