"I AIN'T GONNA REMEMBER ANYMORE"
I remember those days,
When I got trapped
In your lies, And those
Fake smiles. The eye catching
Moments were so so special to me,
Where I was caged for days and more.
I thought it meant to you too,but
Who knows what time would bring
You towards and how.
I remember the fearful moments,
When I used to get scared on little little
Things happening around. Like sometimes
getting locked in an Empty room, along
With your thoughts, being
alone and shattered in the darkness,
Knowing about the conclusions
Of your promises.
I remember those moments,
Always giving my heart some
Butterflies and goosebumps
To my soul.
Like walking on the streets,
In those lonely nights,
Holding hands in hands.
Sometimes kissing on the window glass,
Between you me and us
And yes, that was truely insane.
Sharing my love with you and
Telling how much I loved you were
my favourite things to do everytime.
And then I remember feeling cold about
Your lies too.
When i got to know you never
Meant anything and this makes
My heart ache,
And whenever it strikes in my head,
It starts Fighting battles to
stop, stopping me from moving Ahead.
And step by step were making me
drown Down, Deep and depressed.
I remember the way your memories
Held me close the way you used your arms
to wrap me like a blanket,
Blanket of love. I felt you
I know I felt deeply,
when I remember those
Days again n again.
And it hurts knowing how it ended.
It makes me feel shattered,
when I realize how you trapped
my fragile heart behind the bars
Of your lies. It was a jail to me.
And Yes,I remember the time,
When I used to hope for you
to make me understand that those memories
Are just some scars,
painful and unfortunately
some regrets that ,
" I ain't gonna remember anymore."🍁 .
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