(Deep Breath) ... So why this post.,
There's several reasons behind it. 💔
So as you can see on all 3 of these pictures i am Smiling. I am happy, i had self love, self happiness, mmm somewhat confidence, well more than Today. Natural Engery! 😉😊 See us as Human Beings, we don't pay attention to our health, our parents (Moms), good advice. We're humans & of course we like to experience & explore how we want. Let's be honest! You technically do not want the good until the bad hits you.. (Well isn't that True) Well in my case, my mom, siblings, friends, those who care about me or don't but do know me have told me, "Watch what you eat.., drinks lots of water.., All you drink is coffee.., exercise..!" Alright well now that i have soo many sickness, health problems going on, I've realized a bit too late that i should've paid attention.
As of today, i can make a change, but it's not as easy as it seems. I'm hurt, I'm depressed, i don't LOVE myself how i should, i don't know/realize my worth, i lost my confidence,. I am not happy within me anymore.
Sorry, there is just sooo much to say, but who cares. Nobody. & I'm crying while writing this, so I'll leave this as is.
#IWantSelfLoveAgain #SelfHappiness #GodsStillWithMeNoMatterWhat