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Amaro Lucy
lucylookout Today I got myself worked up into a right state-a combination of things really, I'm in the middle of a big life change which is so exciting but also mega stressful which I think is always playing a vague undercurrent in my mind. Then I'm just not sleeping having finished a set of night shifts so 'woke up' today after maybe 2 hours feeling groggy but had already made plans to visit my pals at Fierce Grace hot yoga to cheer myself up. Fast forward & I miss my train but I don't want to go home as there's a bunch of rowdy boys eating vodka jellies (hmm in retrospect maybe I should have just gone back?!) and chatting about football which is a subject I pretty much detest. I do a quick search and find a triyoga class in town so suddenly am thrown in the midst of big crowds and it's so so hot & I'm feeling anxious with all the pushing & shoving with my big bags (as I'm going away this week) & all of this comes to a mount & I even feel tearful which I haven't for months. & I totally see how this makes me a whiney ungrateful sod but hey, we're all whiney & ungrateful sods with rampant commuter rage at some point in our lives right ? & then I find it. The yoga studio. My retreat for 1 and a half blissful hours. & I breathe. & I set the intention of my practice to be tranquility. & I spend most of the class in child's pose whilst everyone is flowing around me but it doesn't matter as I am here and I am grounded and I am breathing. & now I'm still feeling a twinge of anxiety but i can pull myself out of it and yes, I'm still exhausted but that's ok. & off to meet a good friend for dinner where there will be hugs and amazing vegan fare and then I will see my parents where there will be more hugs and everything is ok. I am ok. You are ok. Namaste

#positivity #yoga #anger #rage #anxiety #wellbeing #triyoga #london #happiness
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Normal skinny
starve.and.workout My legs when I'm sitting alone VS when I'm sitting in public... I fuc$@ng hate my legs, they're so big and hideous:'( Idk how I will get my dream body until new school year with these legs... ?.? ~ qotd ~ how are you guys feeling today? ~ aotd ~ hideous lazy fat -_- 3min

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17s tugdogs
Willow Tug Dogs
tugdogs Cheddar is in board and train for different anxieties including fear of loud noises. Ruby has volunteered to help! #tugdogs #boardandtrain #desensitization #anxiety #fear #terrier #Malinois #dogtraining 17s

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nialls.cupcake Tagged by @hazmetlou
1. Mary-Lou
2. 16
3. female
4. /
5. hazmetlou
6. nah
7. nah
8. green *-*
9. tacos
10. "You are an idiot"
11. 69%
12. meet the boys
13. green mix
14. maybe
15. Cover by 1D -> I´m Yours AND Viva la vida
16. no
17. no (sometimes at a party)
18. losing my little idiot

I tag @_nonameallowed_
#onedirection #louistomlinson #niallhoran #harrystyles #liampayne #zaynmalik #harrystyles #niall #louis #harry #zayn #liam #1D #1DDay #larrystylinson #larryisreal #elounorisreal #fangirl #boobear #hazza #harrypotter #spamforspam #fanfiction #likeforlike #hendall #haylor #louistops #harrytops #depressiv #anxiety
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emotional_suicidal_thoughts I mess everything up... And now he fvcking hates me! JUST LET IT FVCKING STOP!!!!!!! #torn #tired #sad #suicidal #depressed #worthless #pathetic #useless #ugly #alone #anxiety #anorexic #fml #fake #fat #hated #horrible #cut #cutting 53s

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1min __b.roken
Normal 💭💭💭
__b.roken so I get a text today saying there's a chance that my ex might have cheated and in that moment all I could feel was my heart race:/ after a few hours I get a text saying he hasn't but there was a girl involved:/ I'm over you I know it but it shouldn't have ended like this because at one point you were everything that I wanted 1min

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2min dying.wtf
Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ another nothing.

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_unlxvable Sleeping is easy because it's the closest thing to being dead, goodnight #indie #grunge #goth #pale #softgrunge #music #bands #pastel #death #sad #anxiety #tumblr #alternative #personal 3min

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