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finding_mel All I ever do is snuggle with my little man
My new job is really motivating me to be perfect, in town today I got the rest of the uniform that they song supply & red nail varnish
Now I know my ex boyfriend is watching me I have to make sure he sees me improving myself! I can't let him see that I'm still the failure he created.
My new job is motivating me to eat well, workout and look after my hair/skin - I can't start permanently until my department has a new manager but that's ok, it gives me some time to work on myself
As embarrassing as it is to workout with my ex seeing all my flab bouncing around, I have to do it because I need the perfect body to go with the perfect job!
I'm so excited, it all feels like a new start is approaching for me and I'm totally determined to prepare myself for it!
When I'm transferred properly I'll finally have a full time job and a job that I actually like!
And I won't feel worthless because the job is actually meaningful to me, so it will give me the drive to keep eating healthy, working out and just over all looking perfect!
Eeeek this transfer can't come quick enough!
I just have to be careful that my ex doesn't find out anything that he can use to sabotage it.
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sensuallyslender There's been so much love spread today and it makes me so very happy. Remember we are all beautiful and all our goals can be obtained. I love you all and I'm always going to be here for you all to talk to! 45min

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chazzx I was so excited about going swimming that I forgot to pack knickers with me! good session can really feel those muscles working now I am also now .. 4LBS DOWN!!! yayayay #fitness #fitfam #fit #fat #slim #skinny #obese #body #shape #weight #weightloss #losingweight #girl #gym #woman #health #healthy #happy #food #diet #exercise #goal 1h

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tombeveridge mcdonalds #obese 1h

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christiancalonge 7min AMRAP of sumo dl high pulls and push press, 3min rest, 7min AMRAP of kb swings and push ups. My entire upper body is on killer ache mode . 3d

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thepowerofyourmetabolism "There isn’t anything bad about a piece of pie.  There isn’t anything wrong with potatoes, bread, fried food, sweets, chocolates or any other kind of food.  It is all a question of proportions and balance between them.  You can enjoy EVERYTHING without abusing those that cause a lot of damage to your health like refined carbohydrates." (Excerpt from the book, "The Power of Your Metabolism" by Frank Suarez)

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k8sjourney sorry for the inactivity recently I've been trying to get stuck into my friends hot German exchange partner so not had a lot of time to post. Very scared and anxious about going out tonight when I'll look shit and I have my brothers girlfriends ID who I look nothing like😐 all this to get with a hot guy better be worth it... Eating has increased as I'm with friends and they keep giving me huge portions so probs out on a shit load of weight 2h

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39.9kg If I eat 209 calories per day I will get to my gw1 in August 26th
ugw on September 24th
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finding_mel Dinner was supposed to be just this, 2 95cal cod cakes and beans.
I didn't stop though I'm exhausted so I had 2 bowls of granola no wonder I'm so fat.
I want to do some blogilates in my room but I can't now I know he's watching me, I haven't seem him in 2 years, not even a picture of his face! But today he wasn't careful enough and I caught him following me.
I don't know how long he's been watching me for, probably laughing every morning when I step on the scales - making sure I'm still fat and miserable.
He is the worst thing to ever happen to me.
He is my depressive episodes.
The dangling from my arms.
My ever bloated tummy.
He is my cellulite ridden thighs and my flabby arse.
He is everything disgusting about me.
Now I feel under pressure to show him that I'm strong enough to do what I want, not what he wants, but I'm scared to fail at losing weight because if I do, he'll be watching and making note.
I feel like my privacy has been invaded and it makes me uneasy knowing that I might not have been as safe as I thought the past however months even years.
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