wolfinwolvesclothing"Drinking with the mexicans"
There were so many problems with the previous nights. The house fire, the guns pulled, the gin to calm the nerves,the jackboot cops, running and hiding from said jackboot cops, playing cleanup guy for spent minds and hurt feelings, feeling like my skin is sliding off the frame,hiding my own insecurities to mantain composure......not being able to understand the lyrics to the mariachi music in the mexican dive isn't a real problem. It's near comforting for looking over your shoulder to be your only real concern. #whiskey#writing#bewbies#blessedtobreath#carmelita#destroyed2d
I'm all nerves
She's all needles
I have no choice but to feel all she does
She's the kind of beautiful that makes the summertime dreary
She makes me want to be a better version of myself
And that ass....
Best to avoid her ,lest this fat lip mutiplies and becomes and internal scar. #whiskey#boobies#fuckbilloreily2w
wolfinwolvesclothingMade it through another winter.
"Pipedreams for hermits"
If I were to be left alone,truely alone, I suppose I'd miss you.I suppose if I ever found myself alone,truely alone, I'd take to the bottle, leaving my papers lying around. My heart spilt across the desk with no one to read it but me. I'd replay conversations with old friends and lovers over the answering machine, trying to find the right words to say this time,[in] the correct order, [in] the proper tone of voice. I'd become everything they'd asked me to be, leaving them no excuse not to love me the way they had before. I'd paint more. I'd prepare the most delicious meals,though I'd refuse to eat anything on my plate. I'd rewrite the definitions of words in the dictionary,to better suite the empty, unsound holes that occupy the areas where my mind,heart and guts once were. I'd cheat at soiltare, and i'd sleep on your side of the bed just incase you wandered back in sometime. #writing#spring#dinosaurs#writersblock#whiskey#boobies#inked#vainpeople#fuckbilloreily3w