theradicalradishThis is my father. Although I haven't really known him as he passed away when I was quite young, I still have times when I miss him dearly. I always imagined what it would be like if he was still here, how my life would be different, what kind of relationship I would have with him.
But alhamdulillah it has been for the best, I dont think I would have been the person I am today without attaining the strength I needed to grow up without a father.3w
theradicalradishWhen I tell people we don't have a tv it makes them think I must be super productive and wow she's so strong and I wish I could be like that. Well. You forget that I own a laptop and phone and tbh I spend more time on them than any sane person. You forget that you can EASILY access any show on a laptop (provided you're ok with a few dodgy viruses) and you actually end up wasting even more time.
It's really hard to explain this in the moment so I just sort of do a nervous laugh and nod, hoping I didnt just big myself up for no reason.