smileyfaceplus7This is how big my baby's hand is right now! I am getting more and more excited about this baby everyday. I can't wait for it to be big enough for me to feel it move. I can't wait to finally hold it in my arms. And kiss it's tiny little nose, fingers, and toes.
smileyfaceplus7Well I'm pregnant and this is my bump so far! I'm at 7w5d and I'm super excited!!! Finally posted on FB tonight right after my sister @harrywhite12310 who is also pregnant but a month ahead of me.
smileyfaceplus7I miss my hair being this short. It's just so comfy in the summer. Super easy to wash and brush. :p I'm cutting it again this summer if it won't cause my boyfriend to have a heart attack. Haha
smileyfaceplus7I love the snow. I'm glad it finally decided to snow here. It's getting colder out. So I'm sitting inside beside the woodstove listening to Macklemore and wearing my hat my daddy got me when he was in Peru. #goday#funday#cold#snow#happy1mon
smileyfaceplus7I've come to realize I'm at a very low point in my life. I lost my job the day after thanksgiving. My lease on my apartment run up that same week. All my things are in 4 different places. I'm pretty much homeless. None of my family as offered to let me stay with them. Thankfully my boyfriends parents are letting me stay with them after he finally talked them into it but it's not that great. They along with the other adults in my life are treating me like I'm a child who needs someone to tell me what to do and take care of me and be all wise and stuff. And yeah I'm 20 I know I'm young and I don't know all that much. But instead of treating me like I'm stupid and telling me to go get a job (which I know I have to do!) and start setting money aside so I can afford a place on my own. Maybe try just supporting me and telling me it's going to be ok. And I don't know if they are stupid or not but no one is hiring around here! I live in a smallish town that has hardly any jobs. And right now my boyfriend is the only person who doesn't make me feel worthless and lazy. My friends and family never call, text, or message me to see home I'm doing. And most of them know I'm jobless and pretty much homeless. At Christmas my dads side of the family found out I lost my job and don't have a home and all I got was 20 dollars total. And yeah it helped but come on! It really makes me feel so lonely and stupid and worthless. I want a job. I want to go back to college. But there's nothing I can do about right now. I just keep sinking down. I haven't cried this much in a long time. Haven't felt this worthless in a long time. I didn't ever want to be this low again. I didn't think I'd be crying myself to sleep again. I just want to run. Get out of the town. Away from people who can't even be bothered to care about someone besides themselves.2mon
uccrow don't give it up.. don't forget we pass through an exam sonetimes in our lives.. and don't forget that there ll be sunshine after rain.. and at least you have a friend in Munich who crosses his fingers for you ;) my best!
smileyfaceplus7@uccrow thank you very much. It means a lot. Specially since you took the time to read all of that. Thank you.
uccrow I had same kinda problems but I'm still alive.. Don't worry good days will come soon.. Keep your head high and don't look back! :) Take good care!
smileyfaceplus7@uccrow I'm really trying. Lately it's been very hard though. It's been affecting my sleep. :p but thank you again.