omoi_stories {not my pic btw} thoughts. Thinking. Words, and Minds. What we've always known and all we ever will. What's kept me alive all this time, and what will make me forever young. A fragile as a flower yet as strong fortress. Decorated with a thousand colors, each one so unique. Full of hope and happiness, yet still filled with sorrow and despair. Causing pain and loss, but still bringing beauty and smiles. Known to all in one way or another. Never lost or forgotten, yet stolen and ignored. Abused yet cherished, and wanted yet avoided. It's the one thing that keeps us alive. The only reason we've managed to survive. Love. 2y

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omoi_stories I had an urge to repost this .-. 2y

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Valencia 思い {Omoi}
omoi_stories I don't know anymore, I just don't know. 2y

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Normal 思い {Omoi}
omoi_stories { F I G H T. it's all we can ever do. } for @timanime 2y

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Normal 思い {Omoi}
omoi_stories Endless. Clouds floating through the infinite sky, and the waves of the sea never ceasing to carry away all my hopes. Time always going forward. Never backwards to save myself from my own mistakes. Why? Why is it that everything only moves forward? I look behind and all I see is the past. I try to turn around, but somethibg always stops me. Every day the sun rises, and every night it sets. Each day seems exactly the same, yet I can't do anything the fix the problems of the day before. Pain and suffering will never stop for the sake of someone else. That too, will also keep going. And infinite circle, and ocean of agony filled with tears. No matter how far one can see, the ocean seems to last forever. Forever and ever. I want to stop and rest. I want to turn around. Turn around and run, far off into the sun. I dream of an eternal warmth to full my own empty soul. But this path keeps going. It continues on and on as far as the eye can see. And all I can do is stare back into the past. No matter how hard I try, I will never be able to change it. It's who I am. Each day becomes a part of me. Each second carved into me. I cannot see what lies at the end of the endless path. An unknown future still left unwritten. Perhaps it's best that way. Life is what it is, and no matter how hard you think about it, time will still keep going. Nothing's waiting on you. You can either live in your memories, or dart straight for the future. Me? I think id like to walk my own pace. I'll have plenty of time to enjoy whatever's on the end of this path. But Now is the only time you'll ever live in. It may be painful. It may be tragic. Tears will always be shed, and hearts may break. But this is my Life. My own. It's not much, but it's all I've got. I ought to enjoy what little happiness it gives me. You can't run from Pain, but you can run from happiness. Forever is forever, so I think I'll try and find the happiness on the way. 2y

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omoi_stories AMG THEY CAME 2y

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omoi_stories THIS is my life 2y

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omoi_stories All brighter or sleep? It's five AM... 2y

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Normal 思い {Omoi}
omoi_stories Sherbet. Nyan. 2y
  •   sassie_yazzie I love sherbert and this is really good photography 10mon

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omoi_stories Jahsisjehdiekwjdj yeah anyway @littlemissrandomhat idk TADA 2y

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omoi_stories Ok how could I not repost this X3 2y

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Hefe 思い {Omoi}
omoi_stories My whole life is honest to his falling apart and getting worse each day but sitting here all alone as usual, I can't help but laugh. Maybe I am insane. But I guess that's why I'm still alive 2y

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Normal 思い {Omoi}
omoi_stories PART 2 ///// And then theres the stones. No matter how much of them that the waves scoops up and takes them away, there is always more. More and more. Ive longed to walk on sand. Sometimes, as i walk along this rocky shore, i step on areas where the stone was so fine, it almost was sand. But not long after, its gone. But what is this soft sand that i dream of? Isnt it no more than stones cut so fine that it loses its sharpness and become soft and warm? The pain of stones slowly becoming soft sand. But if you pick up a stone and hold on to it forever, it will never become sand. No matter how hard a person clutched the pain of a rock, it can only become soft peaceful sand naturally. It takes time, a thing many people say they cannot afford. But time is the only thing in life that lasts forever. Even in a place like this, time is truly endless. Eventually the rocks break and create soft, warm beaches. It is amazing though, how it the sand may seem to last forever, too. If i person picks up a grain of the sand, and throw it away, there is always more. The person may take two, three, four, five, or even a thousand grains of sand, there is still plenty. But nothing, not even the stones of my own shore last forever. Eventualy that person will continue to take thousands and thousands of grains of sand away from their tranquil beach, and eventualy they will be left with no more than the rocks that cover mine. They took the seemingly endless sand for granted, which left them with cold, hard stones. Perhaps... That is how i came to walk on this barren seashore. Perhaps i was the one who took her happiness for granted, threw it all away, leaving myself all alone in an empty world made only of pain. But even so, i know it is only temporary. It may last a long time, but all things, even pain and suffering will always come to an end. And life will always go on. 2y

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omoi_stories I am walking down an empty, endless shore. It stretches on for miles and miles. Nobody is here with me, im all alone. But what else is different about this shore is that it is all rocks and no sand. Each step brings pain and injury, yet i have to keep moving. I cannot sit down and rest my cut feet. No, no matter how much pain i am in, i have to keep walking. As i walk along this empty shore, i often stare into the ocean. Its such a beutiful blue-green, but there is no life in it. Not a single fish, and not a single plant. Nothing exists here. Even so, the water is still so blue. Why is that so? As i walk, the waves travel accross the stony beach, an they appear crystal clear. But when they are back in the vast ocean, they return to the blue-green shade. How can something be clear up close, and colored from a distance? They say the sky reflects the color of the ocean, but what is it that give the ocean its color? And even if water really was colored, what special quality gave the sky the ability to reflect it? The sky is no more than a vast and endless emptiness. In time, however, you begin to ignore these things, accept them, forget about them. They simply become a part of life. But here, on this shore, there is no life, and nothing is accepted. 2y
  •   evapilotkaworu AHHH, TELL ME ABOUT IT 2y
  •   omoi_stories @brokenpiecesbrokeintome WELL.... I have no phone, I'm trapped in my room, being sent away during my last week of summer because my family hates me too much (my mom took my camera so I asked where it was >.<), my mothers blackmailing me to do stuff with ppl at my school (terrifying and horribly mean ppl) and now she's gossiping about me. :33 and u? 2y
  •   evapilotkaworu .-. Dear lord. That is awful. And shitty. And completely out of line. And wow. Like oh my god. ;---- ; Well, dad has been crazy. Don't want to talk about it now... But uh yeah. Treatment was good. Said it'll be gone soon. And I can be normal again. 2y
  •   omoi_stories @brokenpiecesbrokeintome indeed.... I seem to be getting used to it but I'm not sure if that's good (I'm not usually that kind of person) and sorry bout ur dad, rant to me whenever u feel like it ^_^ and I'm glad the treatment was good! DEATH TO CANCER. My friend told me I should get gene therapy (which is apparently like cancer treatment).... I'm like ".... No way. Not happening. I'll survive." 2y
  •   evapilotkaworu Ah... I don't think you should get used to it. Just fight I guess. And haha, my rants aren't rants. They're explosions. But thank you anyway... And thanks again! Yeah, I just hate cancer. Neh. And gene therapy... Learned about it in school. It doesn't exactly work like cancer treatment. Cancer treatment kills all cells, aka chemotherapy. Gene theraoy replaces defective cells. Only thing in science I found interesting ha. 2y
  •   omoi_stories @brokenpiecesbrokeintome lol ok yeah she told me it was like chemo. My reaction: ...... CHEMO!? R U CRAZY!? IM NO WAY EVER DOING CHEMO DX ILL TAKE THE BLOOD DISORDER THANKYOU 2y
  •   evapilotkaworu XDDDD OMG your friend must have been confused... 2y
  •   omoi_stories @brokenpiecesbrokeintome well considering she wants to be a gene therapist I think she was just dumbing it down lol. //stupid corner// she asked me what my disease was hen asked which type. ".... There r types???" she tried explaining the difference while I sat there as a confused idiot 2y

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omoi_stories So..... Can I have the chocolate :D 2y

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omoi_stories Wtf is with all these "GET LIKES AND FOLLOWERS HERE! BLAHBLAHBLAH SPAMSPAMSPAM" GEEZ JUST STOP. I log onto IG and I see I get a follow notification, "yay!" I check my news feed and it's another one of these. I ANYONE ELSE AS ANNOYED AS I AM!!? 2y

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omoi_stories 悪夢 2y

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