dreamperfection Lol kill me 2d

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dreamperfection I'm sorry...I needed a release 3d

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dreamperfection exactly how I feel right now. I don't have the motivation to even get up and brush my teeth. This is going to be an awful week because I just finished summer school and started work that takes every weekday until school. To top it off my boyfriend is enjoying an amazing week at the lake while I'm sitting at home just trying to live 3d

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dreamperfection Thank you everyone who was concerned for me last night. I woke up this morning and couldn't even go to work because I was still feeling so awful. Now I'm just laying in bed. I'm trying to get the motivation to at least go work out or something. Maybe then I'll feel better 3d

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dreamperfection I'm sorry for all the posts, but I'm in such a panic. I don't know what to do I'm such a mess right now and there's no one to talk to. Everyone is asleep and I just feel alone and I want someone here but I have no one. I want a voice, a touch. I don't want the silence of my room because it's just making my sobs even louder. Help me 4d
  •   dreamperfection I'm tired of words on a screen. Do none of my friends know a cry for help when they hear one? 4d
  •   wannabe_like_this If you're getting to this point then just wake someone up, if they see you like this I'm sure they won't be made okay? Try calling someone too. 4d
  •   thinning.snail Sorry. These are words in the screen saying, Everything will be alright. Cry your heart out, and during that cry try to remember if those tears are worth your reason for crying. ☆hugs☆ 4d
  •   wannabe_like_this Just message me back if you wanna talk privately K? Ill stay up with you 4d
  •   wannabe_like_this Kik me: wannabe_like_this 4d
  •   wannabe_like_this If you don't have one we'll talk over the phone 4d
  •   jasmine_fasting Talj to mr 4d

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dreamperfection I want to cut so bad right now. I can't even express the pain I'm in. I've never felt such a hate for myself this intense and I can't fucking handle it anymore. I wish I was dead, but I know I would never have the balls to do it. My heart is pounding and I'm crying and I just want to be happy but I can't fucking trick myself into it anymore 4d
  •   fearlesss_dreams :( if you need to talk dm me or kik me: fearless_abigail , I'm here if you ever need to talk xxx 4d
  •   wannabe_like_this Please don't feel like this, there is help everywhere, I got help, and now I feel like I'm the best I can be with life and happiness and I feel content and comfortable with talking my feelings out, and I never feel like I wanna die anymore and I wish I could do the same for you, please please don't give up. 4d
  •   jasmine_fasting Talk to me gurl 4d

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dreamperfection I miss him 4d

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dreamperfection Having a good body image day? 4d

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dreamperfection I'm finally determined to really really start loosing weight. I'm do tired of being fat. I just have to restrict better 4d

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dreamperfection I need to purge. I need to I need to I need to. Help me. Make me. I cant fear puke anymore 5d

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dreamperfection I want to try purging soon since I ended my extremely long puke-free streak. Any suggestions? 7d
  •   hcllcwbones please don't! it's terrible and it honestly makes you feel horrible :( my throat is so painful atm 6d
  •   irsmunsn Don't do it. It rots your teeth and it doesn't help with weightloss. it's impossible to throw up everything you've eaten and it's useless because your body has already absorbed most of the calories from the food before you can puke it out 5d

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dreamperfection I actually wore this yesterday. Anyways, I got drunk and goofy with my boyfriend for the first time and ended up puking ALL. FUCKING. NIGHT. Totally ruined my like 8 year puke-free streak and now I'm almost thinking of trying to purge now? 1w

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dreamperfection Why can that little pocket of fat not disappear already 1w
  •   _.im.just.a.teen._ Darling you body looks amazing! You're beautiful inside and out! And you always will be darling! I don't get why you "dream perfection" when you are already perfect! No matter what your body looks like you will always be perfect! You are perfect darling! And I'm not saying don't do what you want it's your body your free to do what ever you like with it just know no matter what way it changes you and your body will always be beautiful! Please If you every need to talk I'm here for you darling! 1w

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dreamperfection Literally fucking everything that I think about myself is true. I have proof. At my boyfriends someone had written "Aleks is fat" (my boyfriend changed "fat" to "hot) in the corner and "Aleks very ugly" across the entire board in huge letters. It didn't effect me at first, but within 10 minutes I was bawling my eyes out. I honestly thought I was going to puke everywhere I was crying so hard. Everything I think is true, it's not just in my head. I'm fat and ugly and everyone can see it and I'm tired of trying. I'm just so tired. 2w

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dreamperfection Tbt to being 20x skinnier during the fall 2w

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dreamperfection Good amusement park outfit or nah? It would have a bandeau underneath, not a sports bra lol. Other option is a crop top but....no 2w

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dreamperfection whyyyyyyy am I so fattttttt 2w

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dreamperfection Throwback to the summer before freshman year. God, the starving was intense during this time. I weighed like 105 at 5'4-5'5 and I thought I was morbidly obese. I wanted to be skinny so so so badly and now I would kill to go back to looking like this 2w

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dreamperfection Blood blood blood blood blood I need it. I need to feel it. This happened the other night on accident and it was the most amazing feeling ever. I wish I could cut right now. I want to so badly 2w

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dreamperfection Ass pride 2w

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