alltimemediumdo you ever feel worthless?
do you ever feel so sad, you feel nothing?
do you ever just lay in bed and cry?
as i sit and write this,
i wonder what cruelty must be dealt upon us,
that makes us feel this way,
could live knowing they've ruined another's?
how could they live,
knowing that they are their source of hatred?
when i look in the mirror,
i see a monster.
a monster that is caused by a careless human being.
a monster who doesn't realize that the people behind the computer screens are just that;
people have feelings, as much as you might deny it.
and as i read the words "kill yourself" i begin to truly believe them,
even if its just a so-called joke.
how could you live knowing you caused self inflicted pain?
how could you live knowing you broke me?
i can barely live,
you have ruined me.
you've created a monster.
when i look in the mirror.
its not me i truly see.
you are the monster.2mon